Monday, May 28, 2007

Status Spell : Sap

Sap

Description: A status spell that slowly diminishes target's stamina and strength, Unlike poison, Sap consumes the target at a faster rate

Other Uses: none known so-far... must experiment further...

Need: Not so much... recommenced on tougher foes... but sometime they're immune to it...

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I'm bored... I don't know why... it's just... it feels wrong.. I feel.. weak.. helpless...

Like I said before..
My Insomnia this year is getting worse... to the extent that i feel exhausted....
Not only do I blame Insomnia, I also blame Heat.. it's frickin hot here...
Even if it rains, concrete releases heat it stored from the previous days....

*sigh*

Well, I'm up every night/midnight/dawn.... most likely online... On Gaiaonline... but the site is just getting boring...
everything is getting boring..
even Final Fantasy XII, well that is if I try to get all the Espers (and I do want to).
I'm up, late at night, trying to recall websties I'm supposed to visit or sites that seem fun...
but... nothing... my mind draws up blanks.
I'm sitting here in front of my PC hoping someone else goes online to chat with me...
none... no one... if there were any, they wouldn't bother talking much.
I've got nothing to do... best be up in my room..
but no... my light's broken... it's dark.
I cant turn on the light in the stairway...
my sister'd wake up and turn it off....
I'm scared.. the dark.. it's pitch black... the sounds I hear..
mice rustling, gnawing, chewing, running through the roof....
so I'm here in the sanctuary of My PC... waiting 'till dawn for my sleep..
A Vampire I might be... having that feeling all night, hunger...
I can't find food to snack on at night time..
and the food seems... awful at day...
I'm getting, unhealthy as one would say....
My eyes.. sunk deep... marking my restless nights.
I would play a game to rid of boredom..
but I've been playing all day long... I'd better give it a rest...
a rest my console greatly deserves.

There are days where I go off out into the city... days I like and hate at the same time.
Free day at Wednesday, and Training at Saturday.
A chance to receive an allowance...
but sadly, wasted on junk food to, at least, satisfy my hunger.
I'd sometimes get bored while strolling through the mall..
"I've seen that there before... same stuff for sale..."
but, hey.. at least there are times I'd see an open copy of a good book or graphic novel to read...
but that is rare.
As I journey home.. I ponder on what happened.. and debate weather i buy food or not....

I don't feel so good.... ... ...

I'm always tired... hungry... bored...
and probably depressed for unknown reasons....
must I ponder any further about my current situation...?
I shall look into that as well...

1:41 AM
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