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Dear blog... I fell down.

2009-12-19T15:26:00.008+08:00

hahahaha... *ahem* jokes aside, How horrible! my last post was August :c

ugh here I go again, I have a blog entry ready but after analyzing what it was, it another of those "I'm a horrible person, I need your pity" sort of posts. I do not want to post things like that anymore, instead I give you an strip from xkcd that pretty much is the same thing.

It's not that I didn't do anything- it's more of I couldn't do anything. I was scared. Scared of what they would think- how they would react. huh, I never cared what people thought before- it's like that song- uhh "... I never really cared until I met you..." perhaps? but no. maybe I really did care even way before and I'm just saying I don't.
So there. I'll just leave this here for a while, try to compose a new blogskin (as well as for plurk).

Good day turned sour.

2009-08-15T22:32:00.006+08:00

It was a wonderful day at MoA, specially since Graphika Manila was so inspiring!

Unfortunately later that night I was attacked by insecurity, depression then aggression.

I should be used to this by now- but no, the fact that I was at MoA, at night, in the weekend "ALONE" slowly sank in. in a desperate attempt, I tried contacting anyone I knew who I thought was there. I didn't want to be alone. I tried calling but my cellphone, or theirs, just wouldn't connect. The line is busy or something. I took out my cigs, but I couldn't smoke right. Everything felt like it was no use, I almost tried to smash my cellphone, and my cigs were crushed.

I guess I have too much time to myself that I'm getting sick of it. I should have put something on my wednesday and thursday. this schedule just blows.

sigh.

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edit:

It may have been sour, but it's all good once you talk to the plurkada (dance)

also this:

A picture of Stefan Seagmeister and (what I believe is) Alodia(?)... idk. and to the left is... me!! (lmaomfglol)
HAHAHAHAH - this made my night (take note of the watermark/website on the lowerleft)

Hate

2009-08-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

There's so much that I want to do, but somehow... I just don't.

getting this ill mood, I see nothing but negativity. It happens to teenagers, but I'm technically a young adult now. I see little hope for my future.

I'd love to play a sad song on the piano, but I've forgotten to play. I have a bass, but I've never studied it. I wished to play the violin, but I was never given the chance.

I can draw, but it isn't that good. The color schemes I use are safe and pretty much boring. I can't paint- it usually ends up in a mess. I get stumped trying to think of some new design for class.

I write stories, but none of them are any good. I've come up with scenarios, characters, and pretty much a complete concept for a series, but I've never put it down on paper. My English isn't that good. Fluent, but nothing great.

I'm really great at calculating, that is if I know the equation for it. big numbers still confuse me, and I keep forgetting what some equations are for.

Sciences intrigue me, but all that waiting, experimenting, and researching... I don't have the patience for it.

I'd try Law, but that and politics, I really don't like. it'd bore me to death.

I could be a techie, but I'd still have to memorize things. Know the ins and outs of hardware, software, firmware, and whatnot.

I could be in Performing arts... that's the only thing I can say I have confidence in. I should be acting...?

In sports, I've tried various games and artes, but I can't say I'm good at any of them.

I love video games, but I end up seeking walkthroughs for RPG's. Getting whooped at competitive games like VS, or Racing games. I only find joy in my hard work in Music/Rhythm games.

I love wasting my time on TV series and movies. but after a while, I forget their characters, story, morals, meanings... eventually.

I'd always use the internet. But what is it for? my life, everything- wasted.

In the end, I'm good for nothing. I'd probably be an underpaid office worker or something.

even after writing this I don't have the motivation. it's be a big lie if I said "I'm going to do my best!" or "From now on, I'll study hard!".

I wish, in my next life... I'd have a better life than this.

Oh hello blog, time to revive you again

2009-08-01T11:50:00.001+08:00

Micro blogging killed it for about two months I think?

Anyway, nothing much is really going on. That or there is and I'm not in it.

I've been watching 1 Liter of Tears, and gosh, it has a lot of tear jerking moments.
I just love the fact that Yuuki Sato is there~ (Haruto Asou's bigger brother)

I like him because of reasone I've already hinted in my plurk. go try and look fot it mack in apr-may... if you can! mwahahahaha!!

Seriously, does Plurk even have an archive?
I can't seem to find plurks that are one month old.

Oh, right my PC was attacked by a virus smetime back, and well, lost all my programs. No Photoshop, not even MS Word for typing stuff.

and my dad came home from dubai. I'm not sure if I already said it before here. haha...

well, even though we each have messed up schedules, I still love adtu. and even people who were, or for some of them weren't, adtu.

Khan, Pabs, Te, Gel, Ken, Nica, Xian, Mike, Louie, Macci...
aaand there's Marina, Kechu, Terens, Cabe, Justine, Carol, Gian, Migs, Teta, Kookie...
Do I have to name everyone? hahaha //got carried away.

...Jihan, Bombee, Jompy... hahaha //should stop.

First Month of School

2009-07-01T14:56:00.002+08:00

So, yeah I'm 4th year, though I'm graduating on my 5th.

Kay so a lot of things happens, most notably the friday/saturday of the first week. Long Story. srsly.

fine, to cut it short, some things were revealed, yes I'm bisexual... happy? , some people took it the wrong way, someone got angry (methinks), and the rest... ... ...

I also realized how horrible my monday and fridays are... well, just monday, because on friday I can use that 4-hour break at RJ's place //leaches PS3. Monsay's the problem with the 6-hour break.

Well, I'm classmates again with Pilar in AD3.

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There's this guy I kept bumping into in the Jeep in Banawe on my way to UST, and I think only once/twice going back. It's been happening since Last one/two? semesters ago, and Summer class. Though the same routine kind of goes on. He looks at me, I look back, he looks away... and/or vice versa.
maybe next time I should just smile at him? and keep staring? hmm... maybe he'd get the wrong idea...

IDK. I think we should be friends, though I don't know his name, I do know his face. I don't know where he lives exactly, but I know where he goes to school. meh.

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What's this I hear Kamen Rider Decade ending in it's 30th episode, and an 11th KR series will replace it (Kamen Rider W (pronounced as Double)) on September 09...?
and how cool. W uses USB flashdisks + Usual KR Belt Buckle as a Henshin Device.

Note to self...

2009-06-15T03:28:00.002+08:00

I'd better organize a new layout for this year before works starts piling on each other.

Plurk is now a priority for me. /sob *hasnolife*

Anyway, Blogging about last saturday because I haven't blogged for a while.

It was a debut party in The Fort Strip, namely in "Jill's" a Fancy bar/resto if you ask me. The place was definitely giving off this wonderful ambiance. I have pics but I haven't uploaded them yet. More on the party; I'm miffed because the same is happening here in any other debuts. Even in it's friendly appearance, drinks for everyone; party was (almost) exclusive to the young ones (our generation and the younger ones), Friends vs Family was still present.

I actually wanted to go and mingle with people, but because of my shyness, but I blame it more to "Family" my sister being there not wanting to be in the "friends" area of the place, which we obviously ended up in the "Family" side.

It was fun, I had Vodka, and a bit of Rum, They ran out of tequila though. The Penne Pesto Creme was wonderful, everyone went and got seconds on it. as usual, pork, fish (really delicious) and chicken. I was surprised that I really loved the Crab Stick Salad on Pita. It's just as wonderful as 77titas. I has a couple of Panacotta Mango, and a whole bunch of Creme Brule. Hmmm... I'd love to go back in time to get some more.

Ugh there was one point in the party that I totally froze and pondered... My cousin, male. he's taller, leaner, described as "hot" compared to me... and he's only 15. Fifteen Fucking Years Old.

That's pretty much what happened, it was the reason I couldn't go to toycon, but hey.

hummmm

2009-06-05T03:43:00.003+08:00

I haven't been blogging much, you can blame this in Plurk.
Micro-blogging is a lot more fun. it's so fun I tend to neglect my own blog.

And bahh... I never got to go and get a new layout for this blog (a yearly ting it seems.)

Anyway, Classes start on 8th... unless UST decides to isolate itself because of the AH1N1 case found in LaSalle Taft.

I have to say, that party I ~~tried~~ threw last May 16 was one of the best moments I had the whole summer. I should have asked Gel for their Wiimotes so we could have done a 4-player game.

Oh, and I passed my Rizal Class! yay for me.

I'm currently working on a revised version of the Lighthalzen Professor mob card. The first one definitely lacked impact... I'm trying to give it more "life" this time; I also included the Book of Apocalypse as an added bonus~

what else? Oh! I have a PSP now-!? unless.. I've said that before? meh. See what Plurk did to me/this blog? I don't know anymore...

anyway, I'd better get back on that Prof Card before Tira comes back and suddenly decided to go and check the card illustrations event thread.

Phases of the Moon

2009-05-02T00:52:00.000+08:00

Last night I did some things, it was stupid, but still...

~~They all thought I was dead. "Golda" seems to be a term for suicide now.~~
I don't think they actually know me. I could never leave this world, there's no exit for me. I'm very materialistic, and I just can't leave all that stuff behind, or having not owned some other things, at all.

Anyway, every night, the Internet is pulled out around 12mn or 1am. I don't exactly know why, but because of that, my sanity dissappears when I have nothing to do, to top it off, I can't sleep till around 5-7 am. with no one to talk to, be with, play with, I'm left all alone thinking about stuff; to the extent that I'm over thinking things.

There's definitely something wrong with me. It's like pure emotions just pour out and do what they do, I forget the most part of what theyre doing. Most of the time, it's my anger/rage that runs amock. just like last night.

Apparently this "disorder" happens only at night; where I have no one with me. Think The Sims, Where your sims has high, or good status on everything except that empty social bar. My "broken Badmnton Racket" is deformed now. I could have repaired it. I just needed string, but now it's definitely out of shape.

Sometimes, I go out for a walk, around Metro Manila. The furthest I got was Khan's place. I could walk to other places, But it seems that I don't tread on unfamiliar land, or places where I don't have friends in. I coud try walking to SM North or UP, but I have no reason to be there. I think I've set up a goal to walk around atleast Metro Manila in one day. I think it's doable, with the right equipment and nutrition.

Walking seems to calm me down, I see people around me, even if I don't interact with them. But I don't walk every night, My feet get tired and feel hurt, so I don't walk the city every night. That, and I don't have that much money to be strolling around far places; I'd need two bottles/cans of drinks, and some food.

Summer Vacati- wait whut?

2009-04-17T23:20:00.002+08:00

I has no vacation :D
no- wait- scratch that...
I have three weeks after summer class and before sy09-10 starts!!
There has to be some big party or outing by then!

Anyway, my week as been anything but perfect. First few days going to summer class, I walked from home to UST. yes, I walked all that way under the harsh sun. but lately (wed-fri) I didn't walk, it's because I sleep really late in the nigh- I mean early in the morning. like 5AM or something. I wake up around 1 or 2, which doesn't give me enough time to walk all the way, and change clothes.

Rizal is a bit of a pain. Assignments everywhere, and I don't even like History. If I could I wouldn't bother, but unfortunately for us, it's MANDATORY.

enough of school... I'd still have to go there till May 20.

Tekken 6BR: I think I'm getting the hang of it- but I'm not winning much :<
Earlier today was a tight match, Me (zafina) vs Bob. Yeah, I think I'll drop Aliza, and return to Zafina. I'm quite satisfied with my performance, There wasn't a need for a Mercy round as it was alternating, win-lose-win-lose, but of course, I don't win the last round. It's a very close fight though xD

Oh, and the T6BR machine in quantum is getting close to broken xD
P1 4's button is still working, but it pops out once in a while, specially with players with "sticky fingers"... or those who mash buttons.

So, my birthday is coming near... I know what that means... new blog layout!! :D
I think I'll be making matching ones for my Plurk and Multiply as well.

Walking with the Moon and Sun

2009-04-10T07:14:00.000+08:00

It was just like any other night, I was awake till around 3-4 AM. Minding my own business, hoping to fall asleep soon, a friend IM'd me. It was strange though. he sounded depressed, like always, but this seemed different. a few minutes later, a different message appeared. there I started to think- It got me worried, although a part of me believes I'm over analyzing things. I felt bad, like something horrible is about to happen. I couldn't sleep, not at all, so I decided to go out, have a little breather.

I took my jacket, my glasses, some money, and my phone. I went out and locked the gate behind me. It's 4:30 am, I've estimated I'd be back by 7.

As I stepped out, I thought of the countless possibilities, different scenarios, and various situations. It made me think deeper... I thought to myself he may be out to kill him self. That's what I was afraid of. I talked to myself as I walked, tried to keep things cool, tried to calm myself down. Then I realized...

I thought Golda's death never affected me, not one bit. but now... thinking about my friend taking his life had me really worried. It was possible, but I definitely hoped that wasn't the case. Once I had this friend, his family text'd us if we saw him, I got worried that time too... but not as strong as this. Indeed, Golda's death took it's toll on me. I'm a lot more paranoid now. Turns out that my other friend was just laying around their other house, and no one noticed.

I walked on thinking how the moon was so bright and round. Around his time I'm at banawe-retiro, I went left from there, thought I'd change my path once in a while.

A thought hit me- How dangerous is our neighborhood? turns out it wasn't. I thought to myself how early in the morning it was, that even that night owl would be asleep by then, and the only ones awake are those who cannot sleep and those who just woke up. there were not a lot of people. I was at araneta that time- I decided to walk along the highway...

I've walked by a bunch of people, all probably just woke up, getting ready for work, some out for that every morning exercise. I passed by a lot of buildings, and even thought of going to Macci's place, which I didn't. The moon went down, and the sun came up. this walk had me think of a whole lot of things, like how these homless people thrive.

On my way, there was this cat, no, I'm sorry, the term was roadkill. it has it's body mangled, organs splattered. I'd thought this was the nasty, a car came by, and I looked back at the cat... that sight was even nastier- seing what's left of the bodies, bobbing, from the impact and gravity- I wished this was not the fate of my friend.

It's 5:50 am, I find myself in front of SM Sta. Mesa... It's been a long walk and my mind has calmed down. My feet were tired, and it was time to go home. I would have gone further, but to the left, right or even straight ahead is quite unknown to me, all I wknow is back to where I came from.

As I returned, backtracking my steps, I tried to recapped everything I've done this morning. There was a silly thing in my head too. Such sheer irony I'm doing. That walk took more than two hours, all just by walking- it felt like some sort of pilgrimage. The funny thing was, when I got back to araneta-queson ave. there were a bunch of people walking the streets too, I'd say they're on a pilgrimage too. They're walking with strange T-shirts, which I assumed were their uniform, they're all bare foot and going west, same way I was going. I left them when I was at banawe, I had to go home, and I guessed they were going to Quiapo Church.

As I walked banawe to my home I tried to think of everything I said to myself.

there was one point where my mind finally came to peace:

"there were so many earthly thing that keeps me here" I hoped it was the same for him.

now that I'm back in my room, I hope I can rest easy now... I haven't slept, and when I wake up everything is back to normal.

It will...

Design Me!

2009-04-03T16:18:00.002+08:00

Strangely... I want to Give my Blog a new look. That and give identical looks on my Multiply, and Plurk. Yes, I plurk: http://plurk.com/LeviathanOfuda/invite

The most strangest thing I came up this summer is to go and watch Silormoon episodes D:
not just Sailrmoon episodes, The Tagalog Dubs!!

FWiiEEEEE~!

2009-03-31T16:30:00.002+08:00

guess what!

it arrived!! finally!
Now we have a Wii!!

and I have a PSP (v.3k)
and a camera (nikkon D40)

Upside:
I have new stuff this summer, I'll consider it an early Birthday gift... but then again I want that DX Shinken-oh :<
I'm less likely to go insane (because I'm busy now)

Downside:
Wii: one Wiimote.
PSP: no memcard, and game included.
at least the DSLR is complete.

anyway... I'll be borrowing some games from someone :'D and if there's a wii party, just tell me! I'll bring my Wiimote :'D

phew.. not to get the exercise program running *plays more Wiisports)

whooooooo~1

*needs a big tv*

well, technically we do, but picture's kinda bad, it being old.

bliss

2009-03-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

Staying at Gel's place is one of the better day's I've had. though it lasted for 24 hours, I'd sometimes wish that life would be more like that every day.

Imagine a scenario; living with your best buddies, working and playing games together, living under the same roof- uhh... never mind, the bit about the living together just ruins the "mysteriousness" of one's personal life, as well as possible drama.

I've heard that I'd be getting a package soon... but I'm not hoping on it. since this package was supposed to have been delivered since december :/

well, as school ends, so does the need to wake up early. Thus reactivating "sleepless nights" in my system. I'll be on eRO whenever, I've got it on the PC in my room, whic is now wifi capable. Which doesn't seem to help my sleeping problem.

I has intarwebz in mah rum! lulz

2009-03-08T02:14:00.002+08:00

no, really. I've managed to get wifi running on the PC up in my room.

It gets a good signal, although it's godly slow (it says 11 Mbps)
Also it doesn't recieve any packets, unless I try oppening a page. is that normal?
well, since YM is up it's getting packets regularly, so no worry.

wheeeeee~ interwabz!

Oh, hi~!

2009-03-02T20:23:00.002+08:00

Friday morning, 02/27/09, I ranted about being upset.

Later that night, I wasn't anymore. Thanks to a certain/special someone. He really made my day, or should I say night.

This good feeling carried onto saturday, with my glasses returned, and Arred making his presence clear, and Artoo's birthday.

Also later that night, i had the best dream I could have dreamed. or was that friday night? I'm not sure, but it was definitely a wonderful dream.

Hmmm..... I'll definitely get Shinken-oh DX and Shodo Phone once it's out in the market!!

I've had a bad week.

2009-02-27T12:08:00.004+08:00

Seriously.

It started on Monday night, we were to go to crossroads77 at 11pm. We were supposed to fix up the place for the Fashion Show the next night. So far, all the prod and some sec people, helped bringing down the stuff, but it's mostly our class who did the work to assemble the stage. we pretty much went on with no sleep till around 9AM. I went home, so did some other people, and had to return at 2PM. I went ahead and slept.

When we got back, I got assigned as security at the entrance. I'm prod-finance, but I volunteered for Security. Because of that my back and feet hurt from standing up from show time till it ended.

After that we had to disassemble the stage, and pretty much, everyone went home, there were only 7 of us who disassembled the stage.

The show ended around 10pm, we finished disassembling and bringing the pieces back up around 1. after that we had "breakfast" in Burger King. even though I don't quite like tomatoes, that Whopper Jr. (x2) tasted so good. probably because I didn't have much to eat those past days. A piece of bread, Meatbun, bunch of Gulps from 7-11. yeah, that's what I ate those "work days" I'm not even sure how much hours were spent.

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I'm a bit upset right now. Thanks to a certain someone, I actually cried. Hmm... now If I could just find my glasses...

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The week had it's good points at times. Like that Tekken 6 BR session, KR Decade ep5, and Shinkenger ep1. I think I like Shinken Green~ while everyone "trains to be a samurai" he goes off to play Tekken 6 BR, it's his "training".

Shinken Green, Chiaki Tani played by Shogo Suzuki, has to be the youngest I think. Once The Changers are being sold, I'll definitely get one! even though... it's a phone... again.

this is Shogo Suzuki, who plays as Chiaki Tani, Shinken Green, in the 2009 Super Sentai Series: Samurai Sentai Shinkengers.

What I can't believe is that I'm younger by 96 days, that's around 3 moths.

Uhhh...?

2009-02-25T22:52:00.001+08:00

Too tired to post... 72 hours of work only 4 hours of sleep...
*complains*

will post more later. too tired.......

Flush!

2009-02-07T22:47:00.004+08:00

So Valentines is coming up!

So what? :/

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Anyway there's this new game That I want to play, but unfortunately it's for the PS3/Xbox360. I know!! I'll ask RJ to get it!!
Here's a trailer of that game:

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Also, Thanks to Jojo for giving me chocolate. Too bad I have nothing for you. Well.. I could... but no.

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The cool stuff are once again postponed for shipping, which makes me sad.

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Also-! I... err...

kind of forgot :/

Well, I guess this is good enough for a post? :D

Edit: More Bayonetta Stuff:

I hear it's made by the same team/creator of DMC, which makes it the gender switched version of that game.

Retrospective

2009-01-26T13:05:00.002+08:00

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Of Martial Arts

God, my thighs hurt. Yesterday i went to trinoma for the new Tekken 6 Bloodline Rebellion, I never got to play though, there were a lot of people. There are 3 T6BR machines and 2 T6 machines in Trinoma... I have yet to check on SanLaz. Anyway, I went to UP with khan for an Arnise Training Session. I knew khan said something about it, but I totally forgot it was yesterday. That said, I didn't have any gear with me.

Now that I think about it it's been one and a half year since my last training. I need to get back into this.

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Of Music

I found a sony walkman in my room. I had an extra pair of batteries too. every night I listen to the radio till I sleep. yeah, radio on a walkman.... maybe I should go to school with that. Hahaha... That would make me look like some retro guy. naah...

Anyway, I was reminded of the time I did that years ago. Actually I once knew this guy, I guess he's the one who made me listen to the radio every night in the first place. but unfortunately, as years went by, we sort of grew apart. I wonder what happened to him? He never IMs me anymore. I don't see him much either. He has work? maybe...

maybe...

Boo

2009-01-19T21:33:00.002+08:00

February, not January. You know, people should start saying TBA until theyre very sure about things :/

on the other hand...

I scared my siter a lot she was crying :D
what a once-in-a-lifetime achievement!
She was playing Nanashi no Gemu, the Horror game SE made for the DS
What I did, was upload Left 4 Dead witch sound effect (moaning witch) on my Player, looped it and placed it on the stairway. the lights in my room and the stairway was off, and was around 6:30pm. it was really effective :D

hahaha...

anyway...

About the Jojo issue... somehow it doesn't disturb me as much as before.
actually now I find it amusing that he's the one (slightly?) disturbed about it.
Especially when I start staring at me and he goes "What!? D:"

and.......

I've got nothing else...
I guess that's it for the night :/

Today, not Tomorrow.

2009-01-11T23:47:00.001+08:00

When someone says they'll give you something on a certain date, It's almost always not on that day.

I want it now please?
not febuary.

No use....

2009-01-05T17:04:00.002+08:00

So, finally I had all my shots done- I went to kodak and got 4R indexes on the 5 rolls of film I used...

Some were great, some horrible- I have to say though- the fireworks shots were awesome!!

So yeah, I worked hard on my other shots, like the cold drink-

But to my dismay, Kodak refused to get selected shots and put them up in an 8R index.
why can't they just cut out the film and scan those? D:

There was another option- to let them scan all the rolls, and burn it in a CD, but the downside was, they'd be finished with that by noon, tomorrow.

no. Photo class would have been over by then.

I have no choice but to drop the subject as early as tomorrow.

/kung pwede nalang i drop ung professor sa tuktok ng beato eh./

But I like how the fireworks turned out!

*cry*

MoA

2009-01-03T22:24:00.003+08:00

My second time going to MoA with Kechu for Photography. This time, it's for the Fireworks. And luckily Marina came along! Huzzah!! Marina in MoA!!

We saw Jompy and Nica there, at least Kechu and I did. Marina wasn't there till around 6:30-ish. Well, the usual, we went to take a look around, visited stores, walked a lot, Tekken 6... the usual. We were there since 2pm, so we had lots of time to go around.

I had my tripod with me. My failure of a tripod. It doesn't have the Quick Release Plate. Good think I thought of something the night before- I constructed a "base" mad out of LEGO!! Ingenious.

Anyway, we had the idea of taking pics from the second floor- to do that we had to take a table from one of the restaurants, and to do that- we had to order food.

We had Pizza at pink Pepper. and god, it was disappointing- I wish we had buffalo Wings instead. The pizza is 12 inch in diameter, and it was thin crust. we expected "greenwich thin crust" but no... it was a lot thinner. we spent 560 on the bill, the bottomless Iced teas was the only thing we liked, it was P93. Service charge was around P40. so yeah... it was an expensive visit to MoA, just for the Fireworks.

The fireworks are alright, there were twists that I didn't expect, I think I like this one than the one I saw over the TV on new year's eve.

I'm not even sure what I got. Being film-based and all... I can't wait till dad sends the Nikkon D40 over.

I've already missed Plate1, failing the second, or later plates, would mean I fail. I'll be sticking around though. Long enough to know what to do for the next time I take Photography2. Yeah... I'll be dropping the subject soon...

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Keronians are invading my room!

OMG WII!!

2009-01-03T22:21:00.003+08:00

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-I'm freaking out. How much longer? when is "First Week of January!!?" D:

Let's Begin!!

2009-01-01T00:06:00.003+08:00

It's officially January 1 2009. This marks as the First post of this Year.

And, oh, what an awful start :/

I'm wet, Stressed I see spots, and my ears are ringing D:

All thanks to Photography class. I was out taking pics of the fireworks, which I'm sure will be as horrible as hell...
It's raining...
My only hope for it is the Fireworks Show at MoA this Friday...

(edit: Also a Fashion Disaster, Were all wearing Red tops and dark/black pants)

That aside, I'm putting a smile on. I'll try to have a good time.

Looking forward to some stuff this year.
Let's just hope I get a 3 or up in Photo D:
Same goes for the rest of the plates in Photo. If I don't It's obvious I'mma fail it. Thus will have to drop.

Things to look forward for:
-It's confirmed! PSP!
-Also... Wii
-Not to mention NIKKON D40!!!!
*huzzah!
-My Promise to be fulfilled
-and some other shit.

Not keeping hpes too high though... 'specially the second to last one.

KABOOOOOM!

2008-12-31T19:25:00.002+08:00

Hapie Explodee Day~!

Let's make some noise,
Bring about the flames and make them dance in the empty night sky!

It's time to celebrate
It's time to make things- EXPLODE!

I feel destructive tonight.

My prediction...

2008-12-28T22:14:00.002+08:00

Was correct.

We are too old now.
No extra cash form distant relatives, unlike a dozen years ago.
Gifts Degenerate from Toys, which I really like, to Clothes and things I'll never use.
Cash degenerated from thousands to hundred...

Ha!

Glad I never got my hopes up for this Holiday... Although There's something that irks me.

I've managed to slip a little information- About a Wii, PSP, and a Nikkon D40.
But alas, Date to arrive is on January. Getting giddy.... but it's too early... what if it isn't true or isn't mine :/

That would be sad.

Yes, I'm a very Materialistic Boy. Toys, Cards, Games, What else do I need?

I'd probably want to get a driver's license, and about the car? probably the household's. At least I could go places.

I'd also want to "revamp" my room to a half-breed of an Entertainment Room and a Bedroom. Soundproofed, Surround sound, PC/Mac, Console(s), HDTV.

Yeah.. I could dream :/

Christmas Countdown.

2008-12-24T19:59:00.004+08:00

Woke up late, I was supposed to visit Bombee in the hospital, but decided it's too late , it's 1pm.

5:30pm, took a bath, sort of dazed out in thought and slipped-

Things I hate:
Broken Glass
Pain
Cuts/wounds
Blood
Hospital.

This would probably be my...
Third visit to the family hospital for "serious business",
fourth stitching
Nth injection
2nd time in lying down in ER.
God, I hate hospitals, and what a perfect christmas present :/

8:00, Finally got on the PC, would probably be here till later.

PS
You've gone mad. You're not the same person I once knew and loved. stop acting like a total nitwit/jerk!!

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better greet everyone a "Merry Christmas" while I'm at it.

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25/ 1:55
I got a Shirt, bag (small sling-type), and a bunch o' socks.

Sigh, I just wonder what happened to the good ol' days where christmas brought me more smiles.... Like that Lego set I got.. or Titanus Megazord.. Ahh.. I remember my first Gameboy. *sigh*

Intl Manga Awards? How about a /name/ ?

2008-12-23T11:54:00.004+08:00

Thinking of some sort of dark and broody and definitely shrewed love story-

Here's an excerpt of one of my previous works... but I don't think it's good enough. feedback?

It was a trap- The so-called victim gladly agreed on this meeting so she could lay her trap- a trap that which sends her and a certain someone alone. as night fell, her plan went perfectly, she was brought in by who she sees as her loved one. tossing and turning on the bed, calling out to him as if sleep talking. piercing through his heart with sob stories of her past. Naming names, calling out, asking "why him". She tried her best to reach out and hopefully he would understand and take her- but alas, this man was not who she thinks.

Those words, it drove him mad- He didn't want any of this. He couldn't understand why this woman was so odd. how everything didn't seem right. This was a sort of psychological attack to him. He walks out but not entirely- he closed the door and gently opened it again. He caught her, she looked up to him and immediately pretended to sleep again.

Clever... he feels horrible, now that he feels that she played him into a trap. It actually was.

She wakes up and finds the man sitting across the room staring at her with cold eyes. An exchange of words, tears fell, and he left...

Truth is, he likes her, but with all these crazy things happening, he has his doubts.
Will they ever sort things out?

-O-O-O-O-O-

Hmm... now that I think about it... I don't quite like it :/

Holding Back : Keeping A Promise.

2008-12-22T01:56:00.005+08:00

As yeveryone apparently knows; I'm "being linked to a certain someone". as if it were some love story, each would ask how the progress is, I'd say..... it's there, but it's not moving.

It's time to tell you something:

I'm holding back-

I've held to a promise; I'm not sure when it'd be fulfilled, but the fact is, there is someone "else".

I'm not certain to what would happen. I doubt we'd be together as I'd hoped. I want to express this, what I'm feeling right now, through words. But somehow, I can't find the right ones. I'm kind of sad now, but I'm not sure. Happy? A bit. That person contacted me again after a long while- three-four? no five- six- seven! seven months-

I'm not sure what to think, especially after that night, where things went a little haywire. Things were revealed, moods changed, and here comes a message...

I'm sticking to the promise. I can't just break it. I've held to it for years, three apparently, and I'm not letting go. You can wait all you want, but for as long as you don't do anything, nothing will happen. I'm trying my best to pursue this, and so should /you/! Waiting won't solve anything! You've got to act... you've got to act...

Which is why... I'll be moving on. I'll make this promise come to reality, nothing should stop me, if there was something there'd definitely a detour.

I'm talking to that person right now... Happy for keeping contacts, sad for realizing I've wasted time, hopeful, and scared.

A private conversation, I'd like to keep forever. Exchanging words- meant for only each other, and no one else should know.

Right on time.

2008-12-20T19:11:00.001+08:00

For a moment there, I've forgotten it's christmas season, and like always, someone's extra bitchy this season, just like the previous ones that usually leads to me loathing /almost/ everyone on this goddamned holiday.

I heard christmas is going to be good this year...

2008-12-20T17:36:00.002+08:00

But I'm not getting my hopes up. It'll be too terrible if I did and it turned out so horrible, so I'll keep part of that happiness, and the rest, I could just leave it in a box and open it if christmas was good.

So far, I've been to 4 christmas parties and 4 gifts from them. 2AD4 christmas party with sir Nacario, Got a bar of Crunch from khris kringle as well as 2 uno plates from Sir Nacario. 3AD2 christmas party; Ma'am Gigi's blowout. I got Gashapon stuffs from Xian there. Thank you Xian :D (I broke my previous stylus, how'd you know? :D ). Paskuhan and Macci's after-paskuhan-party I got a DS case from Pilar. Thanks :D.

which reminds me... I haven't gone shopping for our yearly christmas get-together with Marina, Rj, and the usual people. D: Hmm..... I'm going to Artoo's tomorrow, so.... I'd best pass by SM to buy gifts.

I'm not getting my hopes up though, I heard a wonderful song from a bird, but I refuse to believe it right now. I'll wait, if it comes true, then I can jump for joy.

leche ka. binadtrip mo lang ako.

I don't understand

2008-12-14T01:27:00.002+08:00

I can't understand why you could not comprehend what I'm saying most of the time. It's like I'm saying something and it's quite obvious with what I'm referring to, and yet you'll go and misunderstand it in so many different ways. I mean, The sentence was well constructed, the words a re chosen to fit, the idea is there, but you still don't get it.

Are you sure you were paying attention?

Oddly it's also the case in written format.

Welcome to McDonladland~!

2008-12-13T20:01:00.003+08:00

Honestly, I can't think of anything to blog from the past week. Possibly because I'm stuck playing EssenceRO. :/

Kechu and I were talking about McDonalds Happymeals just earlier. How awesome those trinkets were in the 90's and how not-so-appealing they are now. We've mentioned a whole bunch of old Happymeals, including the snoopy, 101 Dalmatians collections, Disney specials, Mattel's older Barbie and hotwheels mini sets, older Pokemon merchandise, and the most awesome Happymeal ever, The Mcdonalds themed happymeals. I guess this happened because we both have those current cinnamonroll happymeals, and that we saw the Grimace and Birdie Mascots at McDonalds Retiro. So what was Grimmace anyway? they say he's supposed to be thascot for Milkshakes, but he's purple :/

We also talked about the old McDonalds, like the awesome play area. I still remember those spring horses. Also, does anyone remember Mayor McCheese, and Officer BigMac?
And because of that I went and wiki'd McDonald's. We all know Ronald, Birdie, Grimmace, Hamburglar (who now seems to be buddy-buddy with ronald unlike before where he's sneeking some burgers away) The HappyMeal Gang (the drink, fries, and cheeseburger with eyes). The Fry Kids are there, just not a lot know them. There are a couple I've never heard of like Captain Crook, Iam Hungry, CosMC and Uncle O'Grimmacey. Honestly, I haven't seen or heard of the McNugget Buddies.

After reading the Wiki page, I've finally understood what Grimmace is!! :D

He's an EVIL PURPLE TASTEBUD with FOUR ARMS!! He comes by and steals McMilkShakes, but Ronald somehow made friends with him, he dropped his other two arms and is now good, thus the whole relationship with Milkshakes. :D

Dear you...

2008-11-28T21:22:00.004+08:00

Ooohhh... I've always wanted to write this down, now I actually am :D

Ahem.

Dear ***********

I know youre a nice kid, and that there are flaws in you, I can accept that, really. It's just that there's something about you that's been bugging me recently. Ever since we stepped in our third year here, where every project is a lot more hectic, you usually storm off cursing everyone for your own failure.

Like that time in the first semester, At that time I was able to help, we went and finished our photography, but there was that time in adprac...

I quote an older post of mine:

"Why did you shut yourself from us like that!? We were all in the same mess!! We had to work with such circumstances, but that doesn't mean you could just not act like you care about everyone else. We all have our issues, and that's why were here. Your friends can help you, but nooo.... you didn't ask for help, instead you just locked yourself away."

After reading that, it's quite obvious, you have problems with work, and would like people to help you, but you didn't ask our help, thus no help was given, and you bitch about not being helped.

A part of CFAD is working with people. This is just as important as "Improvising" as Sir Nacario said. Oh, but instead you start complaining and do nothing. As much as I want to help you, I've already stepped up and am doing my best myself.

Like now, we need to improvise with a lot of stuff. Right now, I'm working on my own with my SLR, which I wish was a DSLR. But no matter, I'll have to work my way with Ma'am Nacario.

If you keep on bitching about everything I can't help you at all. I'm sorry Kechu, but you're just being passive all the time. I like you, but you just don't want to go "outside your comfort zone", which we all have to do in this course.

Phew, I've got all the name parts censored (not)

Stay away.

2008-11-28T05:38:00.003+08:00

For a 23 year old, you sure act like a snobby/bratty 5 year old.

Seriously, what's it to you if you caught me using the PC at 4:45 AM for games?
Really, and telling everyone /important/ in the house. Really. You are such a whiner.

There's nothing you can do about it. I do things for my own, while you do yours. it's always been like that. Don't bother butting in my life. I know you don't like me. In a way, I reflect what you do to me. So I don't like you either. Hurt me, I'll hurt you. Delete my files, I'll delete yours. Wreck my room, I'll wreck yours. Take away the internet while I'm still using it, I'll break the cord.

Nothing you can do about it other than to mind your own business.

Liiiiiiiiiies!!!!

2008-11-25T22:52:00.003+08:00

It's not true!

"Jojo" does not Look, act, or even sound like me.

We may have the same interests, and thank god I had a hair cut, which I'll be keeping short till next year, and my voice is definitely lower than his.

We talk differently, My speech pattern is definitely different. Plus I speak in english (most of the time) He's fine with tagalog. Another is body figure.

Plus he's in Painting.

I don't have to go on about this...

Why am I so worked up about this.... double/clone/dopelganger??
Maybe because some people just keeps on trying to wedge that "were alike" idea into a rock or something. :/

Sick

2008-11-24T11:49:00.004+08:00

I didn't want to blog this because I don't know what words to use. but then, I was told by someone to go for it.

I'll be tossing in Tagalog words/sentences without translations to make it confusing and you'd start getting nosebleeds.

Aherm...

Di ko alam kung bakit. It was totally unexplainable. Ayoko saiyo, pero gusto kita. that night... Nainis ako. it was nice, pero sobrang naguluhan ako. What you did, I hated. grabe. It was sick, ano ang kabaliktraran ng sick? un din un. It got a dozen reactions from me. sunod sunod, di namang pwedeng sabay sabay di ba? Shit. I'm still confused even now. Masaya, pero parang nainis na rin ako. I have no idea why, pero it's the way I feel. Gusto ba kita, o hate na hate kita? Nakakagulo. I don't like this. I can't explain properly. I'm not even sure if I spelled the words properly either. Basta ganun na un. may nangyari...

Come to think of it... di mo naman binabasa blog ko diba? hindi ba? ewan.

My god. that sounded conyo, which I'm totally not.

btw, let's not talk about it.

The Moon was an Omen.

2008-11-16T20:45:00.006+08:00

As Kechu and I were walking home from class, we noticed the moon. It was around 6 so it was just a little above the horizon. It was huge, yellowish, and the clouds brought a sinister feel to it. We talked about Celestial disasters and curses, who would have thought...

I went to Terrence's party after walking Kechu home. Oh, the usual. Karaoke, and Beer.
Seems like after the "outing" at jompy's place I've become the official bartender now.
It was fun. I learned a lot like how to open a bottle using a lighter.

Gel, Xian, Ken, [kuya] Than, Earl, Jompy, Nica, Jun, Migs, 'Sep, Pabs, Bruce, George, Terrence, Allen(?) and three other people I don't know their names...

A little while, Ken had to leave, followed by Gel and Xian around 12/1-ish

Yes... The /bad/ omen Kicked in.. I got drunk at god knows what time. at the same time Macci came.

Horrible thing is... I remember everything D:

Why the hell did I...
-Sing [Hit Me] Baby One More Time
-Kept laughing
-Kept talking... In English
-Thinking out loud, louder than my usual whisper/lip movement
-Hit 'Sep D: (I regret that)
-Talk to Macci with Nica's phone drunk
-Logged in YM via meebo while drunk
-Get scolded by Earl more than enough

Things I've said...
to Macci: "Macci, macci, macci, macci, macci, macci, macci~! I'm drunk."
to Earl, after gargling while looking at the mirror: "Do I always look like that?"
to Migs, while accessing Meebo: "I can log onto my YM, AIM, MSN, in this website."
to 'Sep: "Seeeeeeeeep~ Can I hit you?" (I still regret that)
to no one in particular: "HahahHAHAHaHahAhahAHahahAhahAhHAhAaHAHAha~!"
to someone, forgot who: "I'm alright, really... I just need to puke."
to Earl: "Why am I talking in English? Why can't I talk in Tagalog" ("Tagalog" is pronounced very conyo like)

Most horrible realization:
I woke up with my shirt on backwards D:

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I wonder... what would have happened if I had a serious conversation while drunk...?
I don't think I want to get drunk again for a while.. I'll be laying off alcohol for a month.

Mental Sickness?

2008-11-14T20:09:00.002+08:00

You think I have some mental sickness? Ha! whatever. My psychological mechanics isn't the same as yours so it's quite understandable, for me at least, that you definitely will never understand the way I think.

Me visit a doctor? A shrink?? Ha! whatever. It'll just be a waste of your money and my time. I wouldn't even bother. But if you insist, you're going to pay the bill, not me.

This is the way I think. and by being with you day and night, I know you're close-ended, and I'm sure you'll never understand how I work.

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on another note:
alexi....
You annoy me. You're fun to talk to you at times, but sometimes you I just don't like you. You somehow bring negativity around.

Second week of classes...

2008-11-13T02:02:00.003+08:00

And it seems so calm... I'm getting worried.

My only problem is with finances. I should definitely stop playing at the PC store for more than an hour. :/

Well, My cut is healing quite well, though the deep one still hurts a bit.

Also, I'm back in Essence RO with a new account (yes, my third) An d I have my first Maxed Character. A Star Gladiator. I'd use him to hunt items.

I'm just 130 points away from getting that book of Apoc, for that Tiamat wings. :D

Hmmm... nothing much is going on though... Terrence is having a party this Saturday though.

Oh, and someone updated Y!M to ver9.

I don't like it.

Downgraded it back to 8.

If they try to up grade it again, I have the installer of v8 ready.

My premonition was right.

2008-11-08T02:17:00.003+08:00

No matter how many times I look at the possibility, I knew it was coming.

the week started so wonderfully.
Nothing special on Monday. T6 with Kechu.
Tuesday went on so fluidly. Movie at Carol's, T6 with Khan, Ken, Kechu.
Wednesday? I can't think of anything bad happening. T6 once again, with the same people Plus Terrence.
Thursday. It's a nice day. what about it? Warcraft custom maps with Khan, Ken, Terrence and Xian.
Friday... the end of the "week" as some people put it.

I went to school. Forgot about the meeting-thing. went home. slept till 1pm.

Guess what. I'm bleeding. Seriously. As in a lot. My grandparent's room has the meds and band aids, I'm using my monkey-print hankey to wrap up three wounds on my hand. My sketch pad has two drops on it, I can't take it off anymore, it has dried up. my floor has lots of drip-lets, My regform from last sem has my blood too, and the towel I'm currently using.

The lights in my room, broken. I'd rather stay up at the PC than try to sleep and wake up half-asleep in the middle of the night in total darkness, thinking, possibly, about the what could possibly pop out, even though I'd rather not believe in them.

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Yes, that's how I sleep, I sleep with the lights on. I'll be alright to sleep with it off if someone sleeps with me in the room, beside me or not.

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My fingers Hurt.

Radio + Cemetery + Fashion

2008-11-02T16:53:00.003+08:00

Once, there was this person I looked up to. I guess he was the reason at at one time in my life, I had a radio in my room. I'd listen to it every night until I sleep, waking up finding it still on or out of batteries. That was a time when I was into 'popular' songs, may it be rock, pop, ballad, or even rap.

But as time flowed, Me and that person grew apart, we had to grow up. Life treated us differently, even until now. I've never heard from him since. Not a call, SMS, or IM. We did see each other, at one time during the summer, but I guess that was it.

-O-O-O-O-O-

So my family went to the cemetery yesterday. The place was near, but with the heavy traffic and all, it took the whole day. We had to visit three cemeteries. As we visited them one by one, I noticed that each of them is getting more and more, umm... industrialized, with bright street lights and shops in every corner. I don't know.. I don't think I want to go to the cemetery during November anymore. Maybe on March? That way people are busy with Holy Week.

-O-O-O-O-O-

Those Badly dressed punks are really annoying. Makes me want to burn their clothing down, with them still wearing it. Seriously. They come in dressed in some XXS Shirt, some canvass shoes, A cool looking jacket, and that horrible hair style, and of course, skinny jeans.

The hair style I guess brings the "emo" look together. Honestly it was a nice hairstyle, until the whole ensemble was put together. The shirt, makes them really skinny. The shoes and Jacket are really cool, I'll give you that. But again, the whole attire makes them look horrible. Skinny Jeans: They're good. I like some of them. The problem is only a few males can actually pull it off. Most of them look like some vegetable with sticks for feet. I say If it doesn't look good on you: Don't wear it. Maybe it's just me. but the whole thing looks horrible.

They look atrocious.

Maybe, they could pull off skinny jeans better with some other top. I don't know. I don't have skinny jeans.

Crash!

2008-10-29T18:55:00.004+08:00

So about the outing... It was canceled at the last minute. Apparently a lot of people backed out. So I was left with nothing- Oh, wait- Actually There was a change in plan! There was an outing!! -Jompy's place :D

But first, I had to get advised for my subjects, Being there since 7 AM, I went and decided to go for a fixed block for my back subjects. It was easier than last time, Sometimes mixing up people from different classes. Anyway, I got 2AD4 AD2 and GRA2 classes (Gra2 - Tues, AD Wed and Fri 7-12 AM). I found out later that the other people I'm with that have back subjects similar to mine, took the alternative Section. They took the Mon-Wed AD class of 2AD1, and mixed up their normal schedule just to get the quote-and-unquote better professors.

Anyway, after getting advised, and had our sched encoded, Khan, Ken and I went to San Lazaro for T6. Khan says my Zafina is decent enough though. Other than T6, There's SC3, MVC2, Guitar Freaks 11th, and we tried out Ghost Squad.

After the arcade, around 5pm, we went back to UST for Nica; Were supposed to go to Jompy's place after. Ken couldn't some though, He didn't have enough money.

At Jompy's place, I got to meet his Brother, Pabs came sometime after we did, which was around 6-7, Macci came a little later. I like the place, actually. It's pretty cozy. Migs came after a while and Bombee and Jihan came around 12-ish, After a while, Macci had to go home, Khan went with her.

We drank of course, That was, I guess, the purpose of it. we were told Pabs fell asleep downstairs, and Bombee was sick + the couple of shots, brought him to sleep as well. I liked the conversations 'Kuya Than', Jompy, and Jihan had. They were old school, We talked about Jaw breakers, Power rangers, Pog, Kool Aid, really old candies, and a lot of things that had happened in the 90's. The 90's was definitely the best years if you're a kid. Nica? She was playing with Jompy's PSP; trying to learn to play Tekken. XD

Well, I didn't go home that night. We slept there, although my house was just two-three blocks away.

I left their place around 7AM with Migs.

As I got home, I couldn't sleep anymore, so I played with my DS until it ran out of batteries. I went and charged it and went back to my room. Moments later I realized it was dark already. I fell asleep apparently. It was around 6 when I woke up, and I realized I hadn't eaten yet. I missed 3 meals, Dinner the night before Breakfast and Lunch. So I went to Mc Donald's for a snack just before dinner.

on the way home, I was passed by Sicaba, There I saw Jompy and Nica, who apparently was just about to leave and was waiting for a Taxi. I stayed and chat for a while, and then it rained a little, That's when I went home. and blogged about our supposed "outing".

That was a nice outing... Hope we would have another one soon. :D

Annoying...

2008-10-27T23:26:00.007+08:00

My grandmother is staring at me as I type. I find it annoying really.. Let her read. I think it's what she wants. To know what I'm thinking.

This probably started this after noon. I think I've forgotten most of the details, Why would I even bother. Let's just say one thing led to another, and that my "lack of response" just pissed her off... no... maybe it was my actual response? Maybe? I dunno. Must be something I said.

I guess she doesn't know that's how I speak at times. Yes I admit. I sound rude. but that's just me. I could never change that. If somehow you saw me and I didn't act like myself. That's not me. That must be an evil (well, not exactly) alien, twin, poltergeist, or clone or something.

So anyway, It's also about the clash of values and well.. I could toss every topic out there, Religion and Christianity included.

Sometimes, I just wish some people would just stop bothering me. Especially if it's something small and illogical.

Like for example, I went and got a bowl of Ice cream. I ate it and placed the empty bowl on the table because I'll get some more, but I'm caught up typing on my blog. and now, here comes a certain someone telling me "If you're finished with the bowl, place it in the sink." Yes, yes, I've heard it a million times. and besides If I were truly finished with it, I would have put it in the sink and not on the table, wouldn't I? I'm not like my sister who would ask the help to do my bidding.

Yes that's my point there. I'm not done with it so I put it on the table. Would it kill you to think about that for a moment?

Another thing that really bugs me... I think I blogged about this already, is Repetition. not repetition as in weekly, but more of a smaller time-cycle, like daily. Yes, I don't eat b-l-d at the same time each day, I may take a bath in the morning or late evening, sometimes in the afternoon. If given Vitamins for everyday consumption, I might do it every other day though I may forget about it and not take it at all. Because of this, I think I'd hate to take a job that repeats itself every bloody day.

I think this blog is long enough... but my grandmother is still staring at me like some lioness on prowl.

God, I think i remember now. It was something about conflict between attitudes. Bleh.
Something about me being so negative, actually, come to think of it, everything she says about me is pretty negative. Like the time I asked her if we had Neozep because I had a clogged nose, and then she started complaining about me not drinking water, because my lips are dry. Well... Why wouldn't it be dry? I have a clogged nose! I've been breathing through my mouth the whole time! it just pisses me off that sometimes people just don't think and asks/tells you something even though it quite apparent. Thank you very much, Captain Obvious!

Yes, this is becoming more of a rant now...

Also, like the time I went home pissed after PE, Mine was Korfball that time, and at that time, we didn't have wireless so my sister hogged the internet all day. Then she asked me "What is Korfball" I responded "Google it" then she suddenly gets angry at me, I mean she has the internet for cripes sake, I don't want to explain the whole bloody concept of that game.

So where were we...? oh, yes. The deal with me "not being compatible" with my grand mother. Oh geez, Isn't that what life is? "You can't really remove the stains on the wall, without some sort of remover". Honestly, that is the dumbest philosophy I've heard. it translates " If you don't want to live with it, Eliminate it". God, that is so old fashioned, like emperors killing heretics. Can't you just live with it? I mean, You can't really eliminate pests permanently, Sure they'll be gone, but after a while they'd come back, and usually with an immunity.

It's 11:50 PM I'd like more Ice cream, but she's still staring at me. I want to keep on typing for as long as she is staring.

Hmm.. I wonder...? Can she actually read it from where she's standing?

Oh, and there's her usual speech about me not being happy here, in this house. "Go to where youre happier, we didn't force you to stay, Leave if you will". As I said, This is life, There's no true happiness, they're usually short-lived. Besides, (I'd like to finish this blog now with this final statement; quite fitting for the all souls day and Halloween scenario) If you really don't like me to be here in this house, and that you want me to go someplace where I think I'd be happier... HERE'S A KNIFE! DRIVE IT THROUGH MY CHEST! That way I'm not here anymore, and I'm in a place where you some people call "paradise". No I don't believe in heaven nor hell.

-O-O-O-O-O-

Thank god I'm not here tomorrow, the next day, the 30th and probably the morning of N-1st. :D

-O-O-O-O-O-

Hmmm... I think this has to be my longest post since I created this blog. I should treat myself to something :D

Although... it's more of a rant actually. :/

-O-O-O-O-O-

12:20 still staring. She said something about "go and print it already, you have all night to read" What she doesn't get is that I'm adjusting the template of my blog.
Yes, It's the evil me talking... "Old dogs never learn anything else once they hit that age. That or it requires a million Ability Points for them to learn just one single new thing."

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Alright I give up :/
I'll go shut this down, go get more ice cream, and go sleep. so that I can wake up early tomorrow, alarm already set, go get advised, and off to that outing.

And yes, by now you should have realized, I'm not a "Family-kind-of-guy".

Deteriorating...

2008-10-27T19:28:00.004+08:00

My memory fails me at some times.

At times it's something I just did, at other times it's something from a week ago. Sometimes It's excellent, and it would seem that the only one who remembered it was me.

Just now... I'm at Lesson 25 on My Japanese Coach, and I've pretty much forgotten about some of the previous lessons... I can't remember what the month counter was again. :/

Other than That... I've confirmed Three sites not responding anymore due to the DNS problem PLDT has:

Deviantart.com - hasn't loaded in two weeks
Gamespot.com - broken under one week
Gaiaonline.com - Graphic heavy.

Wikipedia.org isn't loading for me anymore... I'm not sure if it's the same DNS problem or not, It just stopped loading today. :/

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Speaking of forgetting something... I've forgotten to say "Happy 1-year" to my DS on 9/30 :D (Yes, I am a dork)

-O-O-O-O-O-

Oh and another thing, TV broke since last week. So, without internet and my DS, and money to go to places I'd be bored to death by now. Thank god We have internet, I have a DS, and I manage with one thousand for the whole sembreak. :D

I've got something to do...

2008-10-24T23:22:00.003+08:00

...for the rest of the sembreak!! or until I finish it.

I went to RJ's place today because I had nothing to do, but basically we did was... nothing. :/

I went and used his DS to get a Manaphy, and Evolve some Pins. He got and tried his Opera Browser for the Wii. I tried typing with it, it was kind of a hassle though (yes it's that one on the chat box). We watched an episode of Negima!? (I liked the old/original story better). and He gave me a copy of "My Japanese Coach" for the DS.

That last bit may keep me busy all month. :D

At least I have something to do and learn (partial) Japanese at the same time :D
I find Kana (Katakana + Hiragana) hard to memorize though.

Read Me

2008-10-22T23:23:00.007+08:00

I'm fascinated with these Phone-Bar-Code thingy. And I just wanted to try this little generator I found. Although I'm not too sure if it worked. I don't have a reader myself.

Don't have a reader? All you need is a Cellphone and a program from this website. Don't worry, it's not a link to some virus :D

There are only a certain number of cellphones that can make use of this though. I wish I have one ;3;

One more for Variety (the first one just says my url)

Last Minute

2008-10-22T21:32:00.003+08:00

An impromptu party was held at my place. Rina wanted a get-together, so we held up with what we can. Marina, Me, RJ, Che, Kechu, Were there. I was able to drag Pilar and her brother too :D

So Right after we got our "clearance" we went to 7-11 to buy stuff: Two packs of Pic-A bbq, Coke Zero, Pringles, and some hotdogs, because Che and I haven't eaten lunch yet.

It was pretty much a geek out. Played Melty Blood, KoF XI, KoF MI Regulation A, Narutimate Heros Accel 2 (PS2) Patapon, God of War (PSP) and Pilar's brother kept himself to his DS, Most likely The World Ends With You.

Fun afternoon actually... even though there wasn't much to do. We quickly got tired of fighting games. which ended up with Marina torturing RJ and vice versa. Of course, Che and I joined in. :D

I hate you.

2008-10-20T23:50:00.003+08:00

I can't forget about what happened. that moment. It was a dream, no matter how I look at it. It would have never been real.

That night, On that snow covered hill, SNOW, yes snow! That bit of information just screams "NOT REAL"). I was alone, Everyone else was in the cottage, I didn't want to mingle, too much hassle. I wanted to climb that hill, I didn't know you two were there, you were sitting with your "boy friend" (not real). You invited me to sit with you, and I did. After a short chat he left us, probably wanted hot cocoa. And moments later, you said something I couldn't believe. I've let myself close to you- we shared a kiss.

God that was annoying. Waking up. Recalling such a romantic dream. And seconds later Reality comes in and smacks you in the face. Yes, something horrible woke me up. It was the carpenter downstairs applying Varnish onto some furniture.

Why? Why such a wonderful dream filled with romance?? Why not the usual Adventure to some ancient temple only to find out we have to save the world and one by one we die because of a supernatural baby that kills off people with laser beams coming out of it's mouth?

I realized my DS was open. I was listening to music and I fell asleep. No wonder. Why did I put sad depressing BGMs and sad love songs and all that stuff in there?? I think I should renew my Playlist for this week...

Something like:

I went Outside this Weekend :D

2008-10-19T21:24:00.004+08:00

So, right. Yesterday, Me and family went to 8Waves, just for the heck of it.
For the first time, The Water slide was on :D
When we went there before they were still working on it, Also, at the wave pool, it seemed so deep, Now I could just practically stand there, unless the waves came crashing in.

The waves were pretty much a good Stamina/Lower body exercise. Try running to the middle while enduring the waves coming at you, My legs still hurt by the way. Which reminds me, I though up of a really cool scene:

The master has gone missing at the beach, the maids start looking for him and one of the maids (possibly the lead female, or the 'third' of the harem) finds him in the middle of the water, clinging onto a piece of wood. She then runs toward him, waves crashing, her dress gives her a hard time, but she still tries to run, tripping occasionally just for her 'master'.

That would be a bitch to animate though :/

Anyway, moving back on, The Lap pool (or the Olympic pool as I call it, minus the diving board) was pretty much the best place to be. Until those school kids came, and god, it became the noisiest place in the whole place.

Of course, you can't come home without something wrong. I Scraped my right knee, three toes, and my legs hurt. My arms hurt too, but I think it's from Playing Eye Sheild 21 (Wii) the day before.

One thing bugged me though: Men's swimwear. Sure, Swimware should be trunks or those bikinis, Shorts are alright, although shorts with pockets tend to have air in them, thus making those bubbles on your sides. No that's not my rant. I'm perfectly fine with that. What I'm not alright with is Boxers. Yes, BOXERS. Why the hell? I have nop idea, there is probably a 35% ratio of men wearing Boxers to the pool, most of which were at the Olympic Pool, 50% would be for shorts, while the lesser 15% would be PROPER SWIMWEAR aka Trunks. I don't know. it just ticks me off. I mean Boxers, sure they have elastics and are quite thin so they pretty much dry up fast, but they're UNDERGARMENTS. I understand if a ten year old would have briefs to the pool, but They're TEENS, High School probably, I don't know, Age by looks is very confusing, considering there are a lot of people who look younger/older in my college. Underwear NOT Swimwear. Really... For a moment I just wanted to humiliate them by stopping time and pull down their boxers, each and every one of them. But no, I do not have the ability to stop time. :/

Yes I find Underwear used for Swimwear childish.

So, like, why was I talking about guys? Simple. Women's Fashion is just too broad compared to men's. It's pretty hard to find a Unique Men's Fashion among common folk. It's either the sporty look, emo, casual, and whatnot. Although Metro is a lot more broader, but they get repetitive at times. Women's we talk about lots of things, I'd rather not stretch my blog that long.

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Anyway, I guess that's that.
Today I went to Artoo's again, for the first session of the Star Wars Campaign. It progressed quite well, actually. Two Fight scenes, and we did pretty good. Although it was just me, Artoo, Sean, and Chris. Khan wasn't there, so was my sister, Creole and Biboy. They'd probably be incorporated in somehow in the next session.

I'm not anyone else.

2008-10-18T01:02:00.002+08:00

God I hate this.

Something it telling me to rant here in my blog, Why? Maybe it's just to grab your attention.

ME!? Grab someone's attention? When did I ever do that? I'm the type who would sit in a corner during a party and shut up completely while observing everyone else.

I have friends. I'm alright with that. Then why am I still seeking something else?
Do I really want such a social life?
What do I want, really? I don't know.

It's like any other day when I'm hungry, and ask myself, What do I want to eat? maybe Pasta but I ate spaghetti two days ago. Pancit Canton? I've already had 4 sevings this week, too much preservatives. Mc Do? We eat there almost every frickin day, Plus prices just went up. Jolibee? It's almost like a clone of Mc Do, although that Burger Steak looks pretty good right now, but then again, it's far. Burger King!! No, too expensive. What? What do I want to eat? Tocilog? Candy?? Unless someone else suggests something, or at least majority says so, I won't be able to decide where.

Ugh, DGAT nalang, mag Mephisto runs tayo :/

*dies of hunger*

It's Sad

2008-10-18T00:53:00.006+08:00

I can't cry anymore.

Not that I couldn't, but under normal to semi-grave circumstances, tears just aren't flowing out.

Sure, there are times when I start crying, but it disappears just as quickly.

I want to cry, Yes, I admit. I want to. I miss the somewhat relaxing feel after, especially if you're there supporting me.

I don't know... something makes me feel bad so sudden. I- I don't know.. it's just suddenly, I want to cry tonight.

Yes, quite emo-ish post, I admit.

Tara! INUMAN TAYO!!! >:O

Emotive

2008-10-17T00:56:00.002+08:00

Why are certain love songs so emotive?

Does it speak directly to one's heart and somehow bind them in a spell?

I don't know, After listening to Crush by David Archuleta (yes I know it's old. I don't exactly pay attention to the hot and not of the music industry) I feel strange.

As if something is compelling me to do something about my quote-and-unquote situation.

Out Today

2008-10-14T21:30:00.004+08:00

Finally went out with friends~ What's more important, Marina is Finally in a Mall with friends Unsupervised. And for the first time She watched a movie in a theatre :D

Marina, Justine, Mykie, Mike, Gian, Me, Kechu, and RJ were there... Khan was supposed to go too, but things happened :/

We watched Mirrors.

It was a Nice Triller Movie. Nice concept, It was great around the middle part. But around the ending it fealt like a video game attempt (Fighting a Last Boss). and it had a "Silent Hill (movie) Ending" (Yes I just spoiled the ending :D )

Carol was there, but she didn't watch the movie because she doesn't like horror/thriller/gore.

"Youre such a Loser" :/

Really, why'd you even bother coming when the movie was the highlight of the whole get together?

Anyway, After the movie we went around Toys R Us, Power Books, and Datablitz. After that we had dinner and went home. oh, and that inside joke about Diablo :D

Just a one-day thing... I'm looking forward for other times I'm not at home :/

Like Swimming with Family on Saturday, Clearance Day, Enrollment (though it'd be more of a hassle), Block outing, Block Party (Halloween and stuff).

One more thing..... I'm getting rusty quite quick D:
I've Been playing Melty Blood Act Cadenza and now my Zafina isn't so efficient anymore. I even believe that when T6 BR comes out and I try and study Larse/Alisa, I'd forget about Zafina. That and My Xiao is really weak if I use a Joystick. :/

... Halloween Party = Costume Party. Hmmm... Maybe I could Just bring a Video Camera and say I'm Pablo the Cameraman :D

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BTW, The credits of Wall-E That I was talking about :D

It's just too awesome :D

Moving on...

2008-10-13T16:23:00.003+08:00

Sem break begins!! No more School work!! At what cost?

... staying at home doing practically nothing D:

I want to go out, now please. Someplace I can go to and do stuff. I might even consider sleeping in someone else's house. What to do...?

Go-On subs are moving in Slowly.
Junjou Romantica Season 2 's subs aren't released yet.
Tales of the Abyss Anime looks waaay better than the game. but would have to wait for subs.
Need more roms on Kawaks and MAME, plus controller adapter.
I want to go out more often.
Get new Headphones.
Finish one Sprite Sheet.
Eat out in an expensive restaurant with friends. :D (as if)
Go get Driver's and Biker's License.
Earn lots of money.
Get a Job.
Save up for a PSP.
Hope that I'd get a Wii on Christmas/My Birthday. (another as if)
Graduate on 2011

list goes on.. and the longer it gets the more depressing it would be if I read it again D:

Anyways, now I know that if I don't comb my hair up the usual way I do, I get Emo Hair for the rest of the day. /random

God I was such a git D:

2008-10-10T22:50:00.002+08:00

Events today ran like a roller coaster, good, bad, better and worse. I finally got to take the exam on logic, so my vacation finally starts. I went back to Sienna, my high school, to get the Year book and I was totally dumbfounded.

D:

It's all coming back, but there are new things, things that wasn't there and wasn't supposed to be there. Like those three rooms that turned into computer labs D: THREE COMPUTER LABS!!

D:

As soon as I got my yearbook, I ran away trying not to recall all those horrible high school memories

D:

I have no idea why I even bothered with the year book. Reading it just brings more bad memories, and names of people who i should have forgotten already

D:

Anyway, speaking of the past, something has led me to read my previous Blog entries... and I couldn't believe what i saw D:

I can't believe I wanted an N Gage D:
I can't believe I sounded like a Narutard D:
I had so many ellipses D:
My constant complaints about my insomnia D:

god...

I feel so awful.

Good thing my last revival till my recent post looks decent enough :'D

D:

2008-10-03T10:15:00.002+08:00

Once again, after 6-7 months, I got sick. Not because of the rain, not because of bad food, not because of being with other sick people, but because of stress.

That was the same case last March, it was during Finals, and now it has happened again, on Finals, again.

Good thing I managed to take initiative now :'D

Hopefully I can still go to school later :/
I'll just bring my meds.

Deadline's Tomorrow D:

2008-09-28T21:10:00.003+08:00

Sundays is equal to No-sleep-night especially if there's a heavy project for Adprac

Let's review the people's Stat Messages in YM! today, Shall we? :D
Arranged from Tame to Extreme XD

Gel: Busy... Buzz lang pag important.

Louie: Hindi ako nananakit ng manggugulo. :D

Jihan: Busy. Walang eepal. Ang eepal pangit.

Keith: Busy, Ang mangulo lilibre ako sa Mcdo bukas.

Teta: Busy. Ang manggugulo may kulangot at tae sa pwet.

Earl: MNGULO MAS MATABA SAAKIN!

Marina: Busy. Mangugulo papahalikan ko ke patatas bukas.

Nigel: AdPrac, Manggugulo bibilhan ako ng PSP + PS3. :D

Nica: Busy. Manggulo sasapakin ko bukas.

Macci: Nambabaril ng nanggugulo.

Justine: Mang-istorbo kung importante. Kung hindi, ILALABAS KO BITUKA MO!

Khan: Busy, Manggulo, lalabasin ni Justin unf bituka mo, papainumin ni Marina ng
poster paint, babarilin ni Macci, tapos lilibre si Keith, lalaslasin ni Earl leeg mo, tapos sisipain kita. At pangit ka pa, ayon kay Jihan. at may tae at kulangot sa pwet.

From Bad to Good

2008-09-27T21:14:00.003+08:00

Saturday again, and guess who woke up in the wrong side of the bed today :/

Same person as last week. Kept storming off without a word, but we were supposed to do our photography... I didn't want to use my FM10 anymore.. it just brings me one disappointment after another. Not to mention the mirror/sensor kept jamming up, even with fresh batteries.

Anyway, we went to Trinoma to do photog stuff. I guess things turned up for the better there, The jeep rise there held awkward silence. He's too pissed to talk, and I was kinda angry at him.

What else did we do in Trinoma? the usual, T6. Luckily we had leftover load from the previous visit three months ago. That made his day, I guess. We had our lunch-snack at Yellow Cab Pizza... he treated me. 8D

Oh, before we went to eat, we passed by Toy Kingdom and looked at stuff. Then suddenly power went out! First time that happened to me. workers running around, shouting their departments: "Pokemon!!" "Gunpla!" "Lego!" "Disney!". I asked him if we were supposed to evacuate and we slowly walked for the door... *Krrrch!* the metal doors slid down, trapping shoppers and workers alike.. WERE TRAPPED! I called dibs on the fire extinguisher.

Too bad it was just an ordinary black out, and that it was just standard procedure (closing the entrance/exits to prevent item theft). And I so wanted zombie-people-things to suddenly pop out, and bash them with a fire extinguisher. :/

Oh, well...

We continued to my place to do the rest of the photog stuff. We'll be doing adprac tomorrow.

On another story:

Is it finally over? Was the final choice been taken? Or will it happen again?

Three Days.

2008-09-21T23:08:00.003+08:00

This is a Looooooooooong post... You might want to get a pint of Ice Cream while you're at it.

Friday:
I didn't want to work.. Apathy Syndrome is still biting...

So I went to Megamall to Celebrate Khan's Birthday with Jake and Benji.
Strange thing was, I left UST an hour after Khan did, but I was first at Timezone in Megamall. Well, we tried the party pack, but that just failes as "yellow swipe" games are the only ones eligible for that 1-hour-play-all-you-can promo... No tekken 6 ;3;
Benji and I got hooked on that Lord of the Rings Pinball though.
So we decided to go to Shang and cool off with coke.
After that we went to PowerStation only to find out Guitar Freaks V2 was rented. That explained why It wasn't there when I watched The Dark Knight, and it reappeared when I watched Wall-E. After a few games we had another bottle of coke.

Saturday (here's the long part, filled with rants):

I woke up, still tired. My legs were throbbing; hurting. Both legs, and guess what? Turns out two people pissed me off that day.

Firstly... *ahem*

You don't read my blog, but for the sake of getting it off my chest...

Why did you shut yourself from us like that!? We were all in the same mess!! We had to work with such circumstances, but that doesn't mean you could just not act like you care about everyone else. We all have our issues, and that's why were here. Your friends can help you, but nooo.... you didn't ask for help, instead you just locked yourself away.

Secondly.... *cough cough*

I know you read my Blog, but I just have to let it out. It's my blog and I can say what I want!

WHY THE HELL ARE YOU TELLING ME NOT TO BE CONCERNED!!? Youre my friend, and you seemed down. And what did you tell me?? I shouldn't be concerned!? That sounded like you didn't want me to care at all. Look, If I didn't want to care about you, then I wouldn't be your friend. I wouldn't even try to see you. Heck! I wouldn't even talk to you! If you go on prattling about that you don't want to get close, because you're scared of me getting hurt, then why bother being my friend? why bother talking to me? why bother at all?? If I'm not a friend, then what am I to you? Certainly it's not lover, it's the opposite road.

well... after that shit, I went with Xian and the others to His place for his, and Khan's birthday celebration. I thought Ken and Xian were joking about the spaghetti and Chicken thing, but it was true. Oh, the chicken was great, quite crispy. and the diced pickles on the spaghetti was a nice touch. Haaa... I drank my woes away... not to mention the Magic Sing.. I sang at least two songs. I think I got tipsy after five shots of Emperador Brandy :/ I also had 2 cans... no three cans of Infinit'. The shots game me a spin, so I didn't have any beer. Just to make sure.

I had to leave early because no one knew where I was exactly, and that I has plans the next day. When I got home, I realized I could have planned it better. I could have told them on Wednesday, Packed extra shirts and stuff, Brought my extra money, satyed at Xian's place over night, and head to Artoo's place the next day (since it was relatively close by). That sounds a lot better than that P130 bill I paid the taxi When I went home from Xian's place... I'm never trusting Taxi's again... Excluding Pool-Taxi's (FX).

Sunday:

Session at Artoo's. My sister went and bought pasta at Red Ribbon's in Megamall. I checked out the Gashapon machines in Toy Kingdom, and wow.. they have a lot. But despite that, They didn't have the one I wanted. A DS Stylus. I broke mine four days ago. Anyway, The usual people came, but with new people! Creole and Biboy will be with us from now on, Jake came for the sake of comming. We were celebrating Khan's birthday (wow! for the third time! :'D ).

Khan got a DSLR ;3; I'm still stuck with my SLR, which I have seem to have ceased to use.... Film, printing is too expensive, seems to chew on battery life, I ALWAYS get blurry shots... I need a tripod D:

Anyway, We finally continues the Call of Cthulthu Campaign. I managed to kill off three people XD. and we just quit after that. Since Creole and Biboy will be joining, and CoC seemed off... we decided on doing Star Wars next meeting.

We played LIFE after that. It was a fun game. with all the side comments and stuff.

Well, It's been a fun week end.

Now I have to go back and do my work :/
effing Adprac, and AD.... AND I STILL DON"T HAVE ANYTHING FOR PHOTOGRAPHY!!!!

Apathy Syndrome

2008-09-16T23:38:00.003+08:00

When Spring comes, a lot of people slump up indoors due to laziness and procrastination.

Though it is not spring, my body somehow has yielded to such situation.
I feel as though my body is heavy. I get tired quite quickly, and refuse to do work.

Sometimes I just stare at something... Like the moon tonight.

It's perfectly round, brighter than it was supposed to. I just want to stare at it all night, not doing a thing about anything... Just sit there, and stare at it's magnificence, not doing anything, not thinking of anything, like at any moment, I'd be whisked; spirited away... brought to another dimension... where perhaps... all my wished, and dreams come true.

Take me away.

Needs Money

2008-09-12T11:58:00.003+08:00

Well... Pokemon Platinum has been released in japan, and we all know what that means.... US release will be comming next year. Not to mention Pokemon Ranger.

If I want those games. I'd have to earn money again... that means I have to stop hanging around Ken for a while D:

I might go and spend 100 a day because of a 4-hour PC rent just to play random games :/

Oh, and I returned RJ'S PSP last Tuesday... That could only mean one thing... Trial Period is over D:

Time to go and actually buy one XD

I think I'd rather get the PSP Phat and not the light...

So tallying up the money.... PSP estimates around 10k, Pokemon games for 2K each... rounding off with travel and necessity costs.... I'd need to earn 15k by December/January...

Calculating weeks till January....

16 weeks. I earn 500 each, that makes... 8000 adding additional variables (Christmas/Reunion Cash) ... roughly around 9k.

God, That means I have a choice between DS games or a PSP.... unless I find someone selling a second-hand PSP for around 5K, that way, I'd have room for one DS Game XD

Oh, you were listening? I- I didn't see you there :/

Table Play Day 2

2008-09-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

Day three of the Table top RPG at Artoo's. Yes day three, and no, the title isn't wrong. It's day two because me and my sister wasn't there last week so Artoo and Khan ended up plotting more of the CoC campaign.

Anyway, we spent the day with making character sheets for a Star Wars Campaign. It's pretty much the same, since were using d20 rules again, the only difference is the optional stuff, like class, race, feats, equipment and stuff.

I think they had an "American Theme" today. We had Pizza for lunch and Burgers for dinner, and of course Salad was still present.

So I ended up with cleaning duty with Sean because Khan needed to leave early.

Well, nothing much happened today other than making newcharacter sheets.

Soul Summon!!

2008-09-05T23:18:00.003+08:00

So I went and did a Super Sentai Marathon... well not actually a marathon, but more of a 1 1/2 hour special.

I watched Magiranger vs Dekaranger, Boukenger Movie, and Boukenger vs Super Sentai.

There were really funny parts, and guess what! My Super Sentai fandom is on again!!
D:
Is that even a good thing?

The cool thing was, thewe was a Boukenger and Kamen Rider Kabuto Commercials between movies XD

Hmm... this mini marathon just made me want to download or buy the all episodes of 25th to the current With exceptions to Go-onger, which I'm currently downloading, and Magiranger, which I've already downloaded that and watched, though I'm not sure if I were able to save it. It might be in one of my hard drives.

Oh!!! And, and, and, and!!

And I want to finally go and buy the Harriken Gyro. That is... IF I find one ;3;

Help me find and buy it? anyone?? Puh-leeezzzz???

Tape everything, Pablo! For fuck's sake!

2008-09-04T00:43:00.006+08:00

[●REC]

One of the more typical viral outbreak-zombie movies. The only difference is that this has a more "in-depth" feel.

God, that was a wonder full movie.. though I might be scared for a couple of nights.

Run Angela, RUUUN!!!

There were a couple that made me jump, I moved only an inch from my original seat because I was wearing headphones. I can't back off anymore, the cable's too short... and I'd have my back directly on the window... D:

There were only two scenes that made me scream... well more like yelp.

Though one of those scenes, I saw it coming miles away... but I still yelped. It's probably because of how loud the crashing noise was.

Honestly, There were some parts where I kept whispering "¡Pablo, las luces!"

god.. I think I might not sleep tonight...

D:

One scene where the movie got my attention... The "dark secret".

...

PAAAAAABLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Go watch [REC]

even though it's Spanish, I'm sure you'll find one with subtitles.

I miss you...

2008-08-31T20:05:00.002+08:00

Last night during the party at a certain point, where everything seemed to have slowed down, I lied down, looked into the sky, closed my eyes.

(No. Please, don't interrupt.. It's not about that. Read on, I beg you.)

As I opened my eyes, I was captivated by what I saw. Really, I was. The night settled the tone, the smoke from cigarettes made a mysterious aura, the lights from the garden lit up my subject reasonably. the chair went well with that scene.

I wish I could have taken a picture. I wanted to. But I was afraid if I went to get my cam and returned, it would have changed. I stared on trying to burn it into my mind. I can vaguely recall it. That was my regret. I wanted to take a picture of you, but I guess I was awed by the sheer beauty/awesomeness of that scene, I didn't want to move.

That was my only regret. Not being able to keep that image. I'd go and try and sketch it, but trying to recall something so hard, my memory might lie to me and add/remove things that were/weren't there.

I'll never see it again...

Bahhhhhhh....

2008-08-31T09:12:00.002+08:00

Strange... I don't think i got drunk after all.

Nope, didn't get a hangover when I woke up. It kinda shows I'm not really into alcohol... but yeah, I drink on special occasions.

Hmm... maybe next time? :3

Grog

2008-08-31T00:37:00.002+08:00

Party at Macci's was a different feeling. though I remained as silent as I usually am...

Lemme clear something here.... Yes, I do drink. But smoke? No I would never.

Strange things, and strange tasted was all there. People from class, and a couple more. A game of poker. Though I would agree strip poker would have been a lot more interesting...

nahh... It's just the alcohol talking... Yes, I'm writing this half-drunk and Half-asleep.

It's 12:45 on the PC.... I left around 12 ish... though I thought it was around 1 already.

I hate taxis... I paid 70 pesos.... Ugh I could have just walked home, but I considered the warnings of others.. yes, I'm feeling the slight loss of memory and.. umm... what's that word again...?

I could write more.. but... I can't think straight right now.. migraine's getting worse...

umm.. I was about to say something witty... but somehow I just kinda lost it...

now I' off to sleep and would expect major hangover the next morning.

Dizzy..

2008-08-29T18:51:00.003+08:00

Stop.. spinning.. you... ugh... Gordon... Freeeemaaaan.....

...

*urp*!

*HURRRRLLLLL*

damn you.... stop moving around so much, you're giving me motion sickness, Freeman.

Well, anyway. aside from me having the free time to play Half-Life (not the second one though... not yet). I've got another thing to rant about..

Those Super Thin biscuits. Cheap ass biscuits that are milky flavored, around 20pcs in each pack though extremely thin you can't help but munch one after another and I'm hooked! D:

I can't find a day without buying one.. or two packs.. and Yes, I know they're not worth it. but I always end up buying them D:

*sob*

Now Operational...

2008-08-26T20:47:00.003+08:00

This was a Triumph! I'm making a note here: HUGE SUCCSESS!!

well... not really...

I managed to salvage my dad's PC and sent it to my room. Now I can do even more stuff :3

I got Portal... but unfortunately, even with the video editing PC my dad uses.. I still get the "This game requires at least DirectX 8" error.

Anyway.. I'll just go and read more of the Call of Cthulthu Manual with it in the meantime.. as well as transferring all my files to the new PC.

now... If I could only get it to connect to wireless...

So heart-warming :3

2008-08-25T15:07:00.005+08:00

Before you start reading things about cute little box and egg shaped robots... Listen to this: :3

Cake is a lie... ;3;

Wall-E

The movie I watched yesterday :3

It was a strange yet fascinating love story. A lot of scenes almost made me cry, but sadly it didn't have much impact to make me cry. or maybe it's just me?

Wall-E has two stories, One was the love story and the other was... rather disturbing... The "death" of our planet (don't worry the world was saved in the end as always) Well... actually three... but the third story was just a short about two humans who were freed from "The System"

I LOVE THE CREDITS!!

It was a short story about the "rebuilding earth" but what's interesting was the way it was shown. It was presented as the Art Movements in a possibly accurate order Cavemen Drawings, Egyptian, Greek Mosaics, Rennaisance Sketches, Expressionism painting, and Pixel Art XD ... yes, they jumped after Expressionism.

Seriously it was really cute. Especially in that scene, where wall-E tried to hold Eve's hand... and the part where Eve sees her security recording where Wall-E was protecting her during harsh weathers. Or that last bit in the end... that was the biggest tear jerking part... Wall-E, broken, was repaired by Eve once they landed on Earth, but since his mother board was broken and needed replacement, he was like a whole new robot unable to express anything other than his sole duty.. and stuff XD

Go Watch it!

Lol spoilerz.

Not so disappointing.

2008-08-24T18:44:00.002+08:00

Today, I was supposed to Galle for the pre-release of Pokemon DP Legends Awaken.

On my way there I spotted two things that didn't seem right.

First was that it took me 20 mins to finally get a jeep in Banawe.
Second was that I forgot my Deck. I only remembered it in the MRT when the Security was checking the bags.

This all points to:

The pre-release was rescheduled for next week. I went online and found the "Announcement" inside the "Legends Awaken Discussion Thread" and was posted a day ago.

God, can't they make New threads for announcement, and announce them at least four days before??

Well.. anyway it was quite interesting, I went to Shang to watch a movie (guess what :3 )... which reminds me... Every time I go and watch a movie on my own, it always seem to be in Shang. Hairspray, the Incredible Hulk, Batman The Dark knight, and this movie.

Anyway, that's not what's interesting... In Shang Foodcourt I saw Sir Vitug (with his wife, daughter and a woman he dubbed "tita")!!

The world is against us. We must destroy it!

2008-08-20T21:16:00.006+08:00

- Oh no! His body can't withstand the power anymore!

(Our justice is just too fragile...)

- No! Don't go!!

(Our happiness is ours alone, but the morals and laws created by others deny us that happiness.)

- Don't abandon me! Don't leave me all alone!!

(Everything we've worked so hard to achieve is falling apart, and were just supposed to stand by quietly and accept it!?)

(NO! Anyone who gets in our way is our enemy! All we need is each other, right!?)

Tira's Ending for Soul Calibur 4
Haha, fooled ya' didn't I? XD

You rolled a 1!

2008-08-18T00:29:00.004+08:00

I can't believe playing an RPG was so much fun. No I'm not talking about video games, I'm talking about those table tops like DnD.

I went with my sis to Artoo's place to play CoC (Call of Cthulhu) campaign. Though it's my first time, I've somehow grasped the basic knowledge of how it works. Me, My sis, Artoo, Sean managed to create characters, Khan was late and a little groggy from the party the night before (I wasn't able to go because I ran out of money). He just hung around and played as DM during the "Combat Scene".

Some funnies here and there, like Sean's running gag with rulers,

Oh, have I mentioned that all the characters (including NPC's) are quite... Incompetent. Specially in the Combat Scene on day 7 of the storyline.

A cultist cast a "darkness" spell which also nullifies light inside the duration.
We were all scrambling around in the dark secret passage/room. Cultist number 2 was even funnier, He bumped into the wall, and into a corner and somehow can't find his way out of the corner.

Anyway it was really fun... If the campaign's over I might Just post the randomness of my notes, which somehow became my character's journal.

Bahh... anyway speaking of going to Artoo's place, I've expected the worst in the meals, not that it's a bad thing. The food is as always, marvelous, it's just that I'm a very picky eater, and this has to be the first (and second) time I ate a (half) full bowl of Salad. Not to mention Veggie Lasagna, but the cheese helped mask the zucchini and broccoli's taste, though I could still feel the texture of it.

Strange...

2008-08-14T23:38:00.002+08:00

I don't have feelings for you, yet my subconscious tells me otherwise. I just had a dream, that we were together. It wasn't strange as I think dreams reflect memories, and I was with you for a while before I went to sleep. The thing is, it can't be possible, for you already have a someone...

I could step up and take you away, but that would be selfish of me, and I would totally feel bad for your special someone. You two are perfect together, actually. A couple I'd rather not see be separated.

-O-O-O-O-O-

Hmm.. I wonder, is there a way to say that "That kid in the Enfakid commercial, the one with the press conference, is really cute" without sounding like a pedophile?

D:

Too late! I've already said it...

;3;

-O-O-O-O-O-

Gah! third part of the post is missing. ;3;

I'm supposed to write another random comment here, but... I forgot :/

Dammit!

2008-08-13T20:46:00.006+08:00

I hate you so much, You annoy me to my bones. If you don't shut up, I'll have no choice but to kiss you >:/

God, I hate you :/

Who are you to tell me...?

2008-08-13T19:00:00.003+08:00

I feel fine, yet at some point I feel so sad, and angry. It's like I hate what's happening around me.. and the same time, someone has left me to die.

"Without you, the ground thaws, the rain falls, the grass grows.
Without you, the seeds root, the flowers bloom, the children play.
The stars gleam, the poets dream, the eagles fly, without you.
The earth turns, the sun burns, but I die, without you."

... somewhere along those lines....

Ugh, can't life just be a fairy tale, where we end up happy? No, apparently not.

I didn't know!

2008-08-10T22:36:00.003+08:00

I totally didn't know it was prelims week already D:

I was caught unawares! Oh noes!!

:/

Must stop playing... must start studying D:

God... no... one.. last time with Mephisto, then I'm done.... I think... Ugh... must.. stop... now! D:

I hate lecture classes. And exams.

on the flip side...

I seem to be adding videos to my posts lately :/ I should stop.. it's getting repetitive.

Why am I still here?

2008-08-09T03:33:00.004+08:00

The only reason why I'm still alive, despite being spat on in the face by Life...

The only reason I remain sane, even if reality drives me crazy...

The only reason why I am who I am...

I live on for video games.

And I'm waiting for this on November 18 2008:

down in the dumps?

2008-08-09T01:36:00.003+08:00

A box of Brownies, a bunch of Chocolates, a bottle of Coke, a gallon of Rocky Road. I can't seem to stop eating it all.... *sigh*

One thing led to another since my rant last night...

Let me just crawl back into that shell, I felt so comfortable in it. but the problem is that nasty draft... If I could find another shell...

GOD DAMN IT!!

2008-08-07T22:29:00.004+08:00

This is the fucking reason why I opted for a digital camera.

I'm actually fine with an SLR, but no, I just feel like it has too many cons.

First off, I'd be spending lots of money for film. the 100 ISO are cheap, but I just found out that the 200 ones have better quality, and a lot expensive. I use up what, 2-3 rolls of 36 shots per week, add it up to how much that be per week in two semesters/nine to ten months, I'd have enough for a brand new Wii.

Second, is that I'd be also spending for Photo Printing on every roll.

And, oh the incompetence of the people I send to get them developed, and the people who develop. I NEED EVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEM DON'T FUCKING LEAVE ONE OUT!

It's the Nth time I got what? 4-7 printed images from a 36-shot roll of film.

DAMN IT! I NEED MY SILHOUETTE!!! But nooooooo... Workers in Kodak thinks it's a "Bad Photo", as they can only see the blackened figure and white background. Well, THAT WAS THE PURPOSE OF THE SHOT, DAMNIT!

Fuck, it's times like this that I want to drop the subject. It's already AUGUST AND I STILL HAVEN'T SUBMITTED EVEN JUST ONE DAMNED PHOTO!

/rant

---EDIT---

That's how life is I guess :/

To the Mountains!! (no, not Mt.Arreat)

2008-08-05T17:30:00.003+08:00

Retreat....

I felt so alone early on... but it faded away quite quickly. Kechu wasn't there so I didn't have someone to talk to. ;3;

The place was cold, and day one didn't give much Scenery, because fog rolled in everywhere because of a storm.

It was quite memorable actually. Although I fell asleep loads of times during sessions/mass.

Grabe!! Naubos ata natin ung MILO!!

Guys, Thanks for sharing life/ghost stories the other night. Especially Migs (S). It was really interesting.

Hahaha, we watched Kungfu Panda on our way home... and after how many years, nakakain ulit ako ng fishball(s). XD

I took pictures. But unlike the other poeple who were using D-SLR's (Mine was just an SLR) I can't view the outcome right away. I just hope the pictures come out alright, so I can finally pass at least one plate for photog D:

"Understanding...

2008-08-02T17:49:00.003+08:00

is the key factor to any relationship.

But I do not understand why you want to forget, why you want to leave. "For the betterment for both of us"?? "For us both to be happy"?? What's happy about not seeing each other? The way you're locking yourself up, it'll just make things worse. All I ask is the reason, "Why are you doing this?"...

The reason why breakups occur because people jump to conclusions. They let jealousy over take, they don't try to comprehend the situation, thus leaving everything out of place.

I can't understand anything unless you tell me WHY.

If you lock yourself like this... then it's final, then? You don't want it to continue... Without me understanding the situation, that's the only conclusion I can come up with."

A little something I just thought of... not sure if it's relevant to me, though. Maybe I should read more Psyche books?

Now for something extra:

Espana River

2008-08-01T00:28:00.002+08:00

Espana, A mystical road that turns into a River during an onslaught of Heavy rains.

I've been studying in UST for three years and This is the actually the first time I've seen the River rise to this level, where it seeps into UST campus.

I just hate what happened today.

The whole road was under water. What's worse The driver of the Jeepney went into it and suddenly changed his mind half-way, thus leaving us in the middle of the river. Yes, Let's call it that because water level rises to that extent. He wants us out of the jeep, but the problem was we didn't want to get our shoes wet. After that fiasco, I entered UST via the gate near the over pass. What a shocker, Water levels there is high as well... good thing the guard set up a ramp made of wooden and metal benches and plywood.

Another problem was when we were going home, Kechu and I. We weedled around the small streets just to get to higher ground, to a place where it isn't flooded. What's worse, the jeep we were supposed to ride was always full... It all ended up when Kechu did a coin flip. Heads, Dapitan-Ust will Pass by, Tails, It wont... It was tails, shortly after we were able to get on the right jeep.

god, next time that happens, I'll definitely bring a pair of flip-flops.

Wraaarrr!!!!

2008-07-22T23:02:00.003+08:00

I need a romantic D:

I have mixed feelings for the term "Love"

On my way home tonight, after a curfew class (a class that ends at 9pm), I saw this really cute Cfad couple on the jeep I rode home. They were holding each other's hands, and both were tired, they slept on each others' shoulders... I couldn't help but smile. I take two jeeps home, so I dropped off at where I'm supposed to switch routes. On the second ride I saw Two more couples, The other were engaged (I saw a diamond ring on the girl) and were cuddling each other. The other pair was a bit more casual, except that they're holding each others' hands. They had to be the cutest pair I've seen. (although I said to myself.... WTF? Is it Couples Night??)

Quite frankly... I was envious...

to make matters worse, the second pair went down, off the jeep, on the same place where I was supposed to...

and to make it even worse, they live in my street!! D:

This obviously shows that I do not know much about our neighbors...

Which also reminds me... After watching The Dark Knight, I found myself walking through the "Hidden" food department of the mall (Galle actually, even though I watched Batman in Shang). and By "Hidden" I meant High-class or exotic tucked away safely on one of the small, and slightly unnoticeable wings/hallways that doesn't usually interest people into going into it. The food smelled nice and I though to myself... "I wish someone would take me on a romantic date... or vice versa."

...

Why the Hell was I thinking those!!? D:

Black is the night, Bright is the day...

2008-07-20T21:12:00.002+08:00

So I went and watched The Dark Knight. Actually, I was supposed to go to the Arnis Demo, but I couldn't find it. It was actually in the Defense and Arms convention, I didn't go in to check because I had to buy a ticket.

Anyway, The movie was awesome! and different. It felt like Three Epic Batman Episodes!!
Heath Ledger as Joker was awesome, It's sad that he died young... *may he rest in peace*
I grinned widely when I saw "Harvey Dent after batman rescued him" I was like Two-Face!! it was awesome, The whole burnt on the other side was cool, yet gruesome... in a way... I'm thinking it's CG.

As I went home, I saw Mang Fil at the MRT, and that's where I was told where the Arnis Demo was at. Oh, well... At least I watched Batman :3

Hmm.... everyone is playing Diablo 2 LoD again. Definitely because of the Diablo 3 Announcement, I mean it got into the top 10 FAQ page in gamefaqs.com in just one week!

Anyway...... Let's go old school shall we?
I went and answered some random quizzes XD

The Old New Things

2008-07-05T20:25:00.004+08:00

So My mom and I went to Quiapo to buy me a Camera for Photography class. It's a Nikkon FM10 SLR, I need to but film for it though...

I also managed to get Diablo 2 LoD running with Kechu, Somehow he can log into my server via TCP/IP option, but we can't seem to do it the other way around...

Oh, and my grandmother is planning to give away our old toys, so we ent up to the attic. The first thing in my mind was... "Oh, boy, toys from the good ol' days"

Minutes later, My child hood flashed before my eyes XD

I managed to salvage my child hood with K'nex Pieces, Lego pieces, Some stuffed toys (Like my TY Bear, and a Micro Machines Jhonny Quest set! My sister found Kelly dolls and the original Polly Pocket sets (the ones that actually fit in your pockets)

Oh well... Now that theyre dusty, time to clean them up and.. ACHOOO!!! Ugh.. I hate spring cleaning... But I just love to dig into the past. XD

Shit, That's a First!

2008-06-27T20:43:00.004+08:00

I just lost my cellphone... I'm guessing It popped out of my pocket at the jeep :/

And I just had the CLEANEST record of having a cellphone for 3.5 years.... *sigh*
even if I use it to tell me the time, I've quite grown attached to it really.... plus the clear croagunk was on it... *wants at least that back*

Now I have to go find that gashapon machine and pay much to get it back... or pay lots for it in greattoys in greenhills. :/

I feel sad.. maybe... dunno..... I can't contact anyone now......

It Pours Down

2008-06-21T18:08:00.002+08:00

The storm is chere, kind of strange considering that there were reports that there wouldn't be much rain in June this year...

Just today I was caught in it, going back home... of all the luck, it wasn't much when I was in the jeep, one Kechu and I got off, it started to get stronger.

I lost my umbrella in the past says..

and it seems I lost my voice just today :/ now I have to speak all low-tonned, like a buff grizzly "Dubber" of the Skinny Quiet guy in some Japanese animation :/

Randasm

2008-06-14T19:11:00.002+08:00

There's this strange bird in Beato. It swoops down to attack cats that pass the side walk roughly between the first two pavilion. This morning I saw it again, strangely, there were two of them now. Also they seem to be more active in the morning.

My Second time in a Karaoke Booth :/ This time I sang D:
I was with Rina, Justine, Kechu, Carol, and surprisingly, Sir Abe (our DRFL prof last semester).

on another note, I might not be able to blog again for a while :/ school has started, and I may neglect my blog as I always do during this time of the year.

It started!

2008-06-12T10:41:00.002+08:00

Back to school, Finally! No more lounging around the house doing nothing, horay allowance!

Well, there are some downsides to it though, like internet curfew (pfft as if that'd change anything)

Well, My sister just came back from the US, and apparently she got herself a DS so she could play Phoenix Wright games :/

I think I have enough to buy another game in 3 weeks, but I'm still nbot sure what to buy...
EBA perhaps? But it seems Osu! Tatakae! Ouendan! is better than it's english counterpart.
Heroes of Mana? a good side here is an exchange with my sister after playing (she bought Children of Mana along with the PW games)
PW Justice for All...? That's the only one my sis didn't get...
Hmm.... I'm still having a hard time deciding.. I'll just decide when I'm at the store :/

And thus, it Starts!

2008-06-09T18:45:00.002+08:00

So School starts tomorrow, We'll be back to the same old building doing some familiar chores along with new ones. I was totally bored since yesterday actually.. the fact that leisure time is cut shorter as time passes... So I called up the usual people and wanted to have a "Before school starts party"!

But I guess I was off in the timing, out of the 6 people that usually come, only two did, both were guys, as Junpei Iori /Persona 3/ would put it, a "sausage fest", But actually more like a DS Fes, really~

RJ, and Kechu, both with their brand dew DS lites, came and we just spent the day with some Multiplayer games (like Mario Kart). At least I got what I wanted. A worthwhile day before classes start...

Oh, I also mentioned before that I wanted to cook, right? Well, I went and made Carbonara~ But I used Elbow Macaroni... and it rather turned out to be more of Mac N Cheeze with Bacon bits and Parsley :/ (I think I put too much Parmesean Cheese).

Finally!!

2008-06-04T15:38:00.001+08:00

I'm officially enrolled in CFAD Advertising SY 2008-09

yay...

:/

on a side note, on my way home, a couple of old ladies thought I was a high schooler :/

With my Physique and attitude, I bet you'd mistake me for one too... that is if you haven't met me before :/

AniManGamer's convention

2008-05-31T20:32:00.003+08:00

I'm actually talking about Mangaholix Con Just a while ago at MoA....

Two words, TOTAL BORE!

The Cosplays were totally So-so, nothing caught my attention other than Hard Gay making odd shonen-ai-ish? inducing poses with other guys who requests to have a picture taken with him, A shiny-crimson-leathered I-no, and the complete SPD team, well except shadow, orange, and Omega... Oh there was this kid, around 5-6 yrs maybe? dressed as SPD red, He was sooo cute!! :3

There were no Freebies at all!!! >:'C

everything was just plain boring, it made me want to go outside and do something else...

Good points of the day:

Met a friend with Pokemon Diamond and hunted for flags.

Went and met Lyndon Gregorio, and Chompy again... although They didn't seem to recognize me...... I talked to Chompy and mentioned Khan... buuuut... she recognizes me ... just a bit :/

coincidentally, Sean was there... he was just checking out the convention, just like me.... and we had the same thing in mind... There was nothing to do there!!

Oh, and Pilar bought me Volume 19 of Pokemon Special/Adventures!! XD *thanksabunch*

I rest my case... it was a total bore... I just hope that H3 con would be better... I'm forced to go and cosplay with the Pkmn-ph group :/

2008-05-30T22:10:00.002+08:00

Believe it or not.. someone knocked on our door right after some procession, (I was the only one there so naturally I'd answer)...

They offered some Biblical stuff, Believe it or not.. Their names were Brad and Chad!!.. well no, they weren't :/

They're Bryan and Richard.. still sounds the same XD

anyways, Two days visiting UST for my enrollment, and they just had to re-direct us yet again!! So I'll be returning to the Fouth just to finally get my subjects right :/

I Wake at Noon

2008-05-26T20:43:00.002+08:00

I'm still having a hard time sleeping... It's like I'm in a jet lag, 6 hours late than everybody else...

So I's lying down on my bed... and as usual... I'm hungry... I couldn't let it just be, I'd end up much thinner than I already am :/

So i decided!

For the first time in my life, I went outside the house at 3:00 AM, to grab a bite...

I went to 7-11 and bough food and ate there, it was a 20 min walk to get there. I got back around 5 AM. My grand mother caught me, but it seems like she thinks that I was watching late night/early morning TV shows again. She didn't question the Jacket I was wearing.

I might be doing the same later, but I'll be heading to UST instead, I'm off to go get pre-advised for my classes. Enrollment week starts tomorrow.

Colleges...

2008-05-24T18:31:00.002+08:00

So, My mom had to go to De Lasalle Benilde's Parent's Orientaion. Somehow, I got dragged in. I was very surprised D:

After all the universtities/colleges I've visited (notably, UST, UP, and Ateneo... I haven't gone 'inside' FEU, UE, and De Lasalle yet), Benilde has to be one of the most sophisticated places... that aura in that building has "High Class" written all over.... or maybe it's just the Hotel...? But no... The archetectural structure of the MMA Building is also awesome D:

Ateneo, has a medium sized campus, I was there last wednesday. The only thing I could complaine is that.... lunch has to be expensive there. TAT

UP on the other hand, is Huuuuuge!!! I just hate the fact you have to travel to the mathematics bldg, just to get to your math classes.... Or so I've heard :/

UST, is kinda small, compared to Ateneo, But then again, the cramped space, and tall buildings may have just been playing tricks on me :/

Which makes me think...... What if I went to UAP/DLS-SBU for MMA...? Life would have definitely different. I'd have a different set of friends D:

;3;

No... I don't want that... now that I'm happy in that class.

I Need Sleep!

2008-05-24T01:51:00.002+08:00

Well... actually, I'm getting the right amount of sleep I should get... problem is, I'm sleeping at the right time, in the wrong time line. :/

I've been going to sleep at 5 AM, it's 2 AM now... my eyelids are heavy... I'm trying to get some sleep as early as now, but, to no avail... I'm to stay awake until I finally fall asleep.... This'll take a while...

How is my Wednesday?

2008-05-22T02:58:00.002+08:00

I went to Ateneo... God, I had a hard time getting there, I constantly checked my map on ever intersection I crossed D:

Thankfully there was this kind couple who showed me how to get there and went with me till the gates. The girl was even kind enough to share a piece of chocolate with me. I think they thought I was an incoming freshman though :/

Why was I doing there anyway...?
Well... that person had a play produced there... an english workshop of some sort. that person happens to be the director. At lest now we have something else in common. Their play was very interesting, the ending was absolutely surprising. Honestly I didn't expect that. Excellent job, you! :3

Well... I got to Ateneo by Jeep, but I don't think it could work out going back... so i took a cab :/